9th April 2010

Today early in the morning hong joo ge ge came to yi yi house..n he wake me up n his face very serious..as i still very sleepy n yi yi n i sit in the living room..and then hong joo ge ge tell us to calm down..no matter what happen oso must calm down..he told us that hong wen ge ge just pass away at around 4am..i was shock n cant believe this n i burst out...neither yi yi as well..we hug together n cry..i cant accept this n cant believe this...it was so sudden n i duno what to do..hong joo ge ge n wei wei jie jie told us that not to cry..must happy n stay strong..this only will let hong wen ge ge rest in peace n go peacefully with God..its hard to do it..but i hope n wish that yi yi can be strong...every night i didnt sleep well..n i heard yi yi is crying...i duno what to do n how only can let her feel better..what i can do is just accompany her more..i still remember last time hong wen ge ge use to teach me homework, whenever he buy food he will buy for me as well..although he is abit cool n quiet but he is a good ge ge..i still remember when i was small he n wei wei jie jie play masak masak with me.. n he steal abit of the rice to play n he get scolded by yi yi..hehe...n there is once i sick n midnite wake up vomit..he didnt sleep yet he pour warm water for me n ask me to drink n he clean up everything for me..i miss him very much...we play together since i stay with yi yi..hong wen ge ge may u rest in peace..u will always be remembered in our heart..hope that we can meet again in the next life..

So dOwN......... gonna die liao.......

haizz.....today duno what happen...stupid connection....this time i gonna die d...worst come to worst i have to pay myself or deduct my salary...but i hope that everything will be fine...the transaction doesn't go through....if not i will die d...aaAAaAAaARRgggHHHh..............WHY......how can this happen to me........

17th Feb 2010

Today morning i went to meeting @ 9:30 then my darling call me n ask whether i can help her.. then after meeting i went to temple to pray...its was a damn hot weather...n then i went home n take a nap..after all at night my darling call me again ask whether i'm free then she bring me to autocity, one korean restaurant that she work last time...this is the 1st time i try to eat korea food.. it was quite similar to japanese food as my darling know that i love japanese food very much..but the taste is totally different...its was really yummy..i cant describe how yummy is it maybe u all should try it one day..haha...and then a day pass by just like that..

~CNY 2010~

see panda oso wanna celebrate cny at office..haha...




This year CNY din go anywhere just stay at home n go kek lok si temple..hehe..and so sad this year ang pow oso decrease..haha..this year abit different coz the 3rd day of CNY i go my boss house with my colleagues..can be say enjoyable there..but tiring coz i break my own record i go for standby duty for around 16 hours..i din expect that i will continue for 2 shift but having fun there.. haha...whole night didn't sleep..this is how i celebrate my CNY this year... hehe..

1st lecture class

Today is my 1st lecture class of 2010...after such a long break n rest..haha..(But still have to work though..it was not fully counted as holiday).. feel abit tiring..back to the life that need to rush to class after work...hmmm..study..study..work..work..assignment..assignment...n getting busy n tough again..have to call back my soul..can't loitering around anymore..lolz.. :D stand up n move on.. I can't collapse right now.. Just think of after few years of suffer only.. N I will be success one day.. Hoping can give a better life to mama..daddy..yi yi..ah tiau..jie jie.. They raise me up until now yi yi still so sayang me..she is the person that most understand me.. Hehe.. Although sometimes I'm really naughty n make her angry..but she still cook my favourite food for me.. Hehe.. I must study hard n smart as well.. But today really a tiring day for me.. I guess gonna sleep early tonight n tmr going for blood donation n help yi yi to make "Toh Tao Pia"... Yummy yummy... :p

Happy New Year 2010......

Happy New Year 2010..... New Year.... New Beginning.... New Target.... Work & Studies are always put at the 1st place... hope that i can achieve my goals n everything will go smooth this year.... Although sometimes i feel really tiring of this kind of life... everyday repeating the same thing... but when i think of i want to be successful one day... so i must be strong and continue to walk on the long path until the top of the mountain... i believe that i can make it... so i can't give up... Live life to the fullest... appreciate what i have now... and think of everyone that always there to support me and never give up on me... i love my daddy n mommy... if not them i won't be in this world... although last time i misunderstood that they don't love me always get beaten by mommy n whatever i do always not satisfied by them... no matter how good i've done... but now i understand why... my eldest brother is the most i admired n close to... although he is in US now... he is very strict to me... i still remember how he teach me n guide me n the words he says to me before he went to US... i miss him very much... hehe... hmmm.... better stand up n move on... 2010 here i come.... muaahahaha..... Gambateh!!!