9th April 2010

Today early in the morning hong joo ge ge came to yi yi house..n he wake me up n his face very serious..as i still very sleepy n yi yi n i sit in the living room..and then hong joo ge ge tell us to calm down..no matter what happen oso must calm down..he told us that hong wen ge ge just pass away at around 4am..i was shock n cant believe this n i burst out...neither yi yi as well..we hug together n cry..i cant accept this n cant believe this...it was so sudden n i duno what to do..hong joo ge ge n wei wei jie jie told us that not to cry..must happy n stay strong..this only will let hong wen ge ge rest in peace n go peacefully with God..its hard to do it..but i hope n wish that yi yi can be strong...every night i didnt sleep well..n i heard yi yi is crying...i duno what to do n how only can let her feel better..what i can do is just accompany her more..i still remember last time hong wen ge ge use to teach me homework, whenever he buy food he will buy for me as well..although he is abit cool n quiet but he is a good ge ge..i still remember when i was small he n wei wei jie jie play masak masak with me.. n he steal abit of the rice to play n he get scolded by yi yi..hehe...n there is once i sick n midnite wake up vomit..he didnt sleep yet he pour warm water for me n ask me to drink n he clean up everything for me..i miss him very much...we play together since i stay with yi yi..hong wen ge ge may u rest in peace..u will always be remembered in our heart..hope that we can meet again in the next life..