15th May 2011 (2)

today i really moody...Yang took me go walk walk n kai kai...we went to pragin mall...i bought a pack of tiny corn cookies n share with him..then we passby vincci then he told me rarely saw me wearing high heels...then we round around and then he bought a pair of high heels for me at vki...i didnt expect he would buy for me...really shock but happy...hehe...then he tham me until i finally smile...hehe... =) thanks alot Yang...u make my day shine again...i really love that pair of shoe...yday nite ah beng koko n ah huat koko call back from US...we chat a little while...he ask me to careful insurance guy...they very talkative n very tricky...dun worry i will be aware n i know how to differenciate i wont jump deeply into the love river n forgot everything...and thus dun judge a book by its cover not every insurance guy is a bad guy...anyway thanks for the advice...i miss u guys...duno when can meet again...

15-05-2011

today is the last day of the ah diao's funeral...ah diao already gone to the Heaven...i just reach home n very tiring...these few days i really having bad mood...so i quarrel with some1...my temper is really really bad...if u dun like it just leave...dun come n disturb me n bother me...ur parents dun like it then i will leave...ok???is that satisfied???i really moody these few days..so please leave me alone...u got that???is that clear...dun make me got mad n shout at u k.......

11th May 2011

yesterday evening i receive yi yi's call...she told me that ah diao tonite will go home d...his condition was critical...i was so sad n i rush home n went to bj house n wait for him...around 930pm ah diao reach home..ambulance send him back...i was really heart pain see him suffering...n he already cant regconise me anymore...i stay until 1130 n jie jie ask me to go back sleep its late d as this morning i have to work..so i went back n sleep...this morning i wake up i have a bad feeling but i still go to work n i on my facebook i saw my niece post rip i was so scare..i ask hubby to help me go 1 trip to check for me...then he call me he told me GOD has take him to heaven..i burst out..i really cant control my tears...my heart really really pain...hubby told me not to cry..he doesnt want to see me cry...God has taken him to heaven to continue his duty...i must stay strong...n i will stay strong...i love u ah diao...i hope to see u in my next life n that time its my turn n let me take care of u...